.Friday, May 12, 2006 ' 12:40 AM
my mood has been a rollar-coaster ride..ups and downs..going circles and scream my head offno idea..what's the why behind the ride..totally have no control over my emotions nowadays~even now..I don't even know what I'm feeling inside..do I feel like -screaming? (AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~)-sighing? (HAIZZZZZZZZZZZ~)-venting my anger? (ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~)no idea----------------------------------------------------------------when will you realise something without me telling you myself?when?..how are you going to convince me that you're not covering yourself with excuese?how?..why is it you could remember such a wrong number?why?..perhaps..it may be just a small incident that it may seems to me..but seriously, I don't understand why you love so such of getting acknowledgement from others so much so that what the crowds are doing..you follow..or I'm just giving too much thoughts on that..yetyour name already craved on my heart..sothe only choice is to carry on loving you~=o)i'm still sweet..LOL~--------------------------------------------------------------May GOD bless my loved ones--------------------------------------------------------------parades and trainings gonna resume next week le..wooooot!~NPCC I'm COMING!!!will I received any answers?haha..waiting arh~that's all folks!~
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