26/01/08

woke up early in the morn for tennis session with bee back in RP
HEY! i was praised for my tremendous improvements..LOL!
RARE MOMENTS~
really enjoy under the sun!

27/01/08

candidly, i really dislikes his brothers and sometimes his dad..sigh.
someone who is the eldest in the siblings line,
someone who doesn't do the dishes, knowing his mum is choked with chores,
someone who is not considerate at all, smoke and yet doesn't clean up those ashes,
someone who doesn't have any manners, using other people stuffs like his own without asking,
someone who is very digusting,
someone who is fake at times..
someone who game game game, nothing but games

i just don't like anything about him..
too many negatives too little postives, sigh..
focus on his postives? i tried, but always the negatives won the race.

he gave bee two tees, because the sizes were big for him,
ARGH! bee, can i be selfish enough wanting u not to wear and touch those tees? just dump them in ur cupboard can? at least u accepted the tees =X

i felt that i always get ear pollutions when his dad in not in mood,
he just keep swearing and cursing so loudly..really spoils my day and i just keep quiet,
but bee doesn't seems to understand how much i hate..and bee would start saying that it's not his fault blahblahblah in that tone.
but bee, wouldn't u just say a sorry to me? at least it makes me feel betta that i'm not expected to accept what i don't like or can't be unhappy about it?

would you then understand and accept my 'style' of keeping quiet when i feeling negatives? =(

sighs.........


bad day

29/01/08

i want a new tennis racquets la! [ Prince 03 White Racquet or Prince Shark Racquet Midplus Size ]
i want a tennis bag la! [ that orange Wilson Triple tennis bag]
i want a tennis shoe la! [ that nike orange one!]

ROAR ROAR ROAR!!

every saturdays i'm gonna tennis at RP with bee..LOL!
i've already booked the slot..LOL!!
TENNIS IM COMING~ LOL!!!

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bee,

对不起, 有时是我想不通.
但是, 很希望你会对我的感觉敏感些..
有些事, 不是我故意去在意的..
是真的很讨厌很讨厌, 怎么也变不了.
有时, 自己也不奈烦,
你能不能了解呢?

我不再想说谁对谁错,
我只想记得, 这次的争吵 我学到了什么
我要怎么更好的爱你..

其实我的心很软弱, 经不起 你的坏脾气, 你的凶, 你的大声

我也只不过是一个
想被心爱的人 疼爱而已

我们就好好互相更了解彼吧
the permenant resident of my heart ^^

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may God plan more chances for me to make him smile

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希望我们的手会握得更紧